27/01/2012

I just finished the mask of my incoming painting. We’re doing testings with a thing called “mask” that leaves areas white when you put it on the paper before painting. I already tried it once, but this one’ll be my official work. Picture above hasn’t anything to do with it really, but I wanted to find something to describe my feelings right now. Foggy, blue… if you can call it that way. The exams started today with physics and I’m not sure did I do great or bad. I’m going to sit here, on the floor and paint until my 2nd lesson (Finnish) starts.

I’m not going to eat anything, I don’t feel like it. (And as a plus, I’ve already been before for about 2 days without food so this shouldn’t be hard) I’ve listened for punkrock for about a hour now and I feel like I’m getting the preassure out with painting. Altought there’ll be party coming up this evening at Bravo w/ my friends of Tamlu*. The theme is Las Vegas, but I’m so afraid that I’m going to be overdressed or something… I’ve never been to a proper party before so I don’t know what to expect. I wonder if there’ll be people from another classes, more than just juniors you know.

I also hope that I won’t have to stay all alone at the party. My friends will be showing up, but I’m still afraid that I’m going to be a wallflower or something. Dad promised to give me a ride home, but I don’t want to leave too early - and seem like a pussy or something.

I just wish it goes well.

Oh … well, back to my painting. The mask has dried already. I’m going to paint a picture of Spiderman. If I like the result, I’ll post a picture of it here.

ps. * Tamlu = my high school’s shorter version.